For the past year my attention has been fixed on the construction of a new corporate building. I have witnessed every stage and it is nearly finished. The structure is not the highest point erected in the sky, but from a distance it looks of pure glass and serves as a mirror reflecting the brilliance of the Lord's handiwork! I often admire the work of the superstructure from afar; however, just the other day, I came eye to eye with the behemoth and decided to count its girth of 21 floors. In all honesty, there is nothing overly spectacular about this project, yet I am forced to look upon its glimmering aspect every day; for it has captivated me and hauntingly ignited something within. What is my fascination? I will tell you...
As a little girl, my dream was to own a multi-complex corporation that would house every lucrative idea that crossed my mind! It was the dream that would set my entire family free! The vision was so clear and fearless! Then life happened and now I am 41 years old. Did you hear that? Now I am 41 years old!! I will just let that sit there for a second, for as I type, I can hear the same cinematic doom music in my own ears that you are hearing right now!
Truth is, I am afraid! Afraid I have broken a promise to my young self. Afraid because my former attempts to grasp this dream have all failed! Afraid that I will never come close to accomplish this thing! Afraid I will die and take this unfinished assignment back into eternity! What will I tell the Lord when He asks why I did not fulfill what He sent me to do? I do not want to have that conversation; for I am not altogether confident that my Salvation will protect me!
Since Thanksgiving 2016, all of my childhood dreams I unknowingly propelled into my future has put a contract out on my head and is now looking for me. They just killed the provisional blessings that have helped me "survive" thus far and now the footsteps of prophetic promises are gaining on me! I have run out of places to run or hide! I must make the decision to surrender to the will of that little girl's hopes or concede to die as a failure.
How am I going to do this? With all of my degrees, skills and experiences, I do not have the slightest idea which direction to put my foot down. That chubby little girl knew the answers! She knew this dream was already paid for--that is why she could speak of it with a resolved assurance. She knew that everything needed to make her life come true was enclosed inside of her and that she had direct access to the entire treasury of heaven. She knew that the combination of favorable conditions would form the perfect storms to bring me to this moment. She knew every purpose assassin I would encounter over the years were hired navigators to lead me to this place.
She knew that I would be strong enough to get up after every hard hit despite the injuries, bruises or damages. She knew I would submit to divine healing so I was finally in right mind, body and spirit to walk in this call! She knew that my age was the season of ripening where I would be the most rare, most sweet, most beautiful and most full of seed! She knew that every seeming delay has always been fixed right here in this era awaiting my arrival.
It is not too late! The fact that this dream has resurrected and positioned itself before my eyesight indicates that I am prophetically on time! This is the hour of the revelation of God's glory in my life! This is the hour where He will show off His mastery and unparalleled strength. This is the hour where invisible meets manifestation and where the impossible submits to absolutely! I was designed to enterprise, build, awaken and empower in true love; deep soul healing and discovery of original intent.
Therefore, the scattered visions and their resources have been commanded and are straightly aligning themselves for fulfillment!!
Thank you, young Teresa! For out of your mouth, babe, you spoke into existence an established destiny to shape my earthen vessel's finite time! Thank you for having the courage to believe everything heaven ever said concerning me! I am ready to take it from here!