Introduction…

For anyone that has been bullied, the art of survival demands to cower, cover your head and count the seconds until the assault is over.

Ahhh, but what happens when one's intrinsic kingdom value becomes glaringly clear? We stand up; look our opponent in the eye; declare enough is enough and prepare for a warfare of divine vengeance! The way I see it, even if I lose, it is my duty to leave a mark so deep, my enemy will think twice before coming for me again!

Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you I Am Worthless...

I Am Worthless…

AN EXCERPT FROM "MY JOURNEY TO WHOLENESS: THE SOJOURN CONTINUES"

All my life Satan has plagued me with thoughts of being worthless! Even as strong as I am today, I still have to do battle with my self-esteem from time to time! But glory unto the Lord Jesus Christ, I finally straightened my back and found the words to overcome!

I told Satan that he was absolutely correct! I am totally worthless--to him and the kingdom of darkness! You see, I was not created to assist him with his agenda in any shape or form. I am indeed an imposter in his camp and among his cohorts! I do not look like them; smell like them; talk like them; think like them; walk like them or behave like them. I am completely useless and unbelievably clumsy when it comes to replicating Satan’s dark nature! I am not capable and the skills on my resume do not fit his job description! I am not a prime candidate, because my proficiencies were never intended to oversee any of his projects. Pity? NOT!!

Truth? I hate I have lost years and mind space contending with lies that appeared factual, but I shall redeem the time! My clouded vision is clearing and what I see beyond the haze is a diamond in the rough! I may not be the flawless marquis sort of gem, but I am a work in progress! Let it be clear that I am all woman, but my life has depended upon me to be strong, industrious and capable! I am a rare cut whose intent is still hidden and being formed under intense heated conditions! Because my content is 1,000 times stronger than the average ruby and sapphire, I can resist scratching and endure adversarial eruptions aimed to blow me into unrecognizable fragments. Yet, to my adversaries’ surprise, life’s detonations were precisely designed to blast my divine purpose to the surface for a predestined end! Who knew? I thought it was just hot!! LOL!

If I may, let me encourage you diamonds out there that are late bloomers or think that life has stepped over you without a second look! Start believing--and I mean right away--that what appears to be isolation or rejection is really preservation and reservation!! Allow me to confirm those thoughts that you are worthless! Worthless to the kingdom of darkness, that is! They cannot use you, so stop trying to fit in! You are not weird or a misfit! You are purposely unusual and cannot be easily attained or duplicated! Your value is far above rubies and according to the riches of the grace of Jesus Christ; you are His purchased possession whereby we are overcomers able to do ALL things in Him!! For, He does not just love us, we are His beloved! 

Now you know!!